cRaWy's ThOuGhTs ...

another month has gone by ...

i'm counting all the months and see if they really adds up to years to come. i nvr did ask for any commitment of sorts, i just know that the months will still keep on counting ... whatever may be.

its almost a year since i started out full time work. its really an eye opener in this industry and work environment where there is simply no proper guidance / training / path to follow etc. they throw you in and watch at the sidelines if you float or sink. very challenging i would say, cause it needs you to be on your feet at all times to sort things out. and often enough, you got to think of intelligent ways to sort out the issues on hand. taxing on the brains i would say.

well, i think i've learnt a lot, really. it beats some other work where everything is done by the book: step 1, step 2, etc etc. here, you have to explore the unknowns and get something going out of nothing. i guess experience helps a lot here and how the things are said and done. what makes it more challenging is after your job is done, there is more of other kinds of responsibilities to take on, including the job and works of others.

at the end of the day, you got to ask yourself what do you ultimately seek; are you learning something new today that makes a difference to you? - wise words from a wiser man.

posted by Crawy @ 11:13 pm